I Love You, xx
OMG! It is the three words! Don't be mistaken; it's not directed to you-know-who but its was dedicated to my own self. I believe 2015 will be a year of self-discovery and it is a year I finally know how to love myself more than before. Before, I was afraid. I was afraid of being alone and being unwanted. I have the lowest self confidence and self-love before. I was scared. If people around me leave me; I thought that no one else will ever wanted to be with me. I have stayed and keep getting hurt again and again. But the thing is I allowed that to happened because I didn't love myself and I thought I deserved it. I thought I will never going to be happy alone and lonely.
To fell down, broken, getting hurts, feeling all the pains - Its has opened my mind and my heart that I'm the ONE and ONLY that hold the key of my life. If I allowed bitter people run wild in my own life, of course I will be bitter and negative as them. There will be no happiness. There will be no spark or joy of life. I also discovered that - being in love with myself; I choose my own life. Either to be happy or sappy sad. There's no regret. There's no interference allowed. ONLY ME, MYSELF and I. HEH. Quoting Beyonce' now.
And being alone now; I didn't even feel lonely or sad.
Instead I feel content, calm, happy and peaceful.
And that feeling when you spend your time alone with yourself - doing the things that you love. It's amazing. I even fell in love with myself more. *giggles*
I Love You,
Keep going strong and stay awesome!