A closure, finally



After months and I really thought it was endless, we have officially break off the engagement today.
Such a pains to see tears and unhappy face of my parents, my grandmother and family but I do believe that this is the best way for both of us.

I regret nothing from the beginning until today. Being in the relationship with him has taught me a lots. I will carries all the sweet memories and took all the bad one with a lesson-learned-well mindset.
As for staying as a friend - I'm sorry. I might able to forgive him but I prefer to keep on the thought of the man I love is dead and the one I had to face today is a stranger. I will miss the man that I love with fierce longing that only God can understand. It is what it is.

With that being said, I would love to says my endless thanks to all of you; those who have left sweet and encouraging comments and emails. To my parent and family; for their understanding in such matter that love shouldn't be forced upon a free relationship. To my BFF; you girls know who you are. xoxo To his family; I know how much some of you fight for us and I appreciate it but what to do. To his friends; well. You guys are my friends too. Thanks for the advise etc. To my ex fiance'; I hope you are very happy now. To Appy; Congratulation, he is finally yours.

No hatred. No hard feelings.

Lets just move on and open a new chapter in our life - separately of coz.

xx

Comments

  1. Oh dearie, I'm sorry that you have to go through this heartache. At the same time I commend you for recognizing your worth and knowing that you have to walk away. I understand your pain as I went through a kind of similar situation a few years ago. Be strong and know that I support you 100%.

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    1. Hi Dearie!

      Thank you for your sweet encouragement! :) xx

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  2. They said " the Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit" There a reason for everything that happens.. Trust God, God have a better plan for you..:) Be strong and God bless sis:)

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  3. So curious oh, siapa ba tu.... Jangan Saja kawan makan kawan.

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    1. Hi Cher,

      "Kawan did makan kawan" Biar saja si kawan, tida pigi mana jga tu bahagia :)

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  4. The man is not worth for u babe.. u deserved someone better. be strong ya fay..

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    1. Thanks Beaty!

      I know my worth now. Don't worry kio, God is with me. :)

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  5. So sorry to hear this, hope the experiences will make you stronger. It takes much courage to decide things which you were in to, much respect to you.

    Take your time to heal, better days are coming. :)

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    1. Thanks Tom!

      Really appreciate it! True enough and it's time to move on. :)

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