A closure, finally
After months and I really thought it was endless, we have officially break off the engagement today.
Such a pains to see tears and unhappy face of my parents, my grandmother and family but I do believe that this is the best way for both of us.
I regret nothing from the beginning until today. Being in the relationship with him has taught me a lots. I will carries all the sweet memories and took all the bad one with a lesson-learned-well mindset.
As for staying as a friend - I'm sorry. I might able to forgive him but I prefer to keep on the thought of the man I love is dead and the one I had to face today is a stranger. I will miss the man that I love with fierce longing that only God can understand. It is what it is.
With that being said, I would love to says my endless thanks to all of you; those who have left sweet and encouraging comments and emails. To my parent and family; for their understanding in such matter that love shouldn't be forced upon a free relationship. To my BFF; you girls know who you are. xoxo To his family; I know how much some of you fight for us and I appreciate it but what to do. To his friends; well. You guys are my friends too. Thanks for the advise etc. To my ex fiance'; I hope you are very happy now. To Appy; Congratulation, he is finally yours.
No hatred. No hard feelings.
Lets just move on and open a new chapter in our life - separately of coz.