I went overboard with the hiatus. 'Sup guise! Its been a month since I last update. I lost 4-10 followers already. *teary eyes* Well, my apologies for being really busy with working life.
I'm in my second probation's month. I really hope the company will take me as their permanent staff. I've been working my ass off over the couple of weeks, learning, researching, be patient and all those things that I thought easy. Anyhow, every sweats, stress and pimple-wars that I went through is worthed for my first pay. kekeke. I've been very very very happy spending my salary buying stuffs that I want and others. i.e Eating. Eating. Eating. HAHA. I've been changing my diet recently, reducing the caffeine's intake and drink lots of milks and regularly take vitamins supplement. I've been a good girl.
Another reason for my absent in the Blogging world is because I want to take some times off to get to know what I really want in the future. I keep telling myself and people around me that I think I'm still young. I LIED. To be honest, I am afraid of the future. I just attended one wedding with a bride (considered a relative) younger than me and my cousin which is also younger than me got engaged and soon will be a mother. I freaks out. I'm not that young anymore. But here's the thing, when the BF said he want to settle down early, either this year or next year, I go speechless and against it. I said, we're still young. So, basically, I don't know what I want. Still. Until now. I don't know what the future hold for me but for now, I've made up my mind to always: THINKS POSITIVE.
And I lied. I do want to get married as soon as possible. Just to wear that dream wedding dress! Ugh. -_- OK. This is too much already. I might update more later on but I do not know the exact time. HAHA.
Thanks For Sticking Up with this shabby Blog! :D