Trust is like a glass, once you break it and no matter how hard you tried to fixed it, you still can clearly see the cracks.
Same as glass, a heart does the same way too. Though they are sometimes forgivable but they are not forgettable.
Recently I came across with this kind of situation where my trust at its stake. I've always tell myself not to trust someone fully, no matter if she/he is someone that I cannot live without. Because I am so afraid to be hurt. But still my heart risks it all. If that person love you so much, they won't hurt you, right? No, no matter what happen, either it is a small matter or a bigger one, THEY are still the one who hurts you the most.
Disbelieve for what I've seen with my own eyes and forced myself not to believe it but still it is the TRUTH. I fell down. I cried so hard like I've never been before. Then I feels numb. I know the pains has overpowered me and I am so empty that for a second, I thought it's the END.
I am not making fools of myself because of love but for what have I done for you for all these times. I know everyone deserved a second chances and that's why I hope for a better future for US. I had enough yelling and being angry for what had happened because I know you are hurt too. When I am hurt, I know you feels it too. Its enough for me to know that you've regret the past. LOVE, lets bygone be bygone. I might not trust you like I do before but this TRUST is enough for me not to leave you.
I can forgive easily but to forget, impossible. Appreciate your love one.