I am NOT Rihanna after all
I don't know. I can't think straight anymore. I just fell down and cried. For all night long.
As I said earlier, WE are not perfect. Yes. We had a fight last night. I don't know where its started and I don't know how its going to end. I am NOT Rihanna after all, I still don't like the way its hurt! I wish he called me the aftermath, but he end up didn't replied my messages. Then there..I broke down. For unknown reason. Only my heart know why.
I'm going to returned back his BB either today or tomorrow. So, I won't be able to update this blog as often as I want until I get my BB activated again. All that I do was with good intentions. I don't want him to splurged on me again when he said he need to keep in tight budget. I'm not that kind of girl who love her BF to give her everything because I know its really hard for him. We are both students, its better to save that money up. If my deeds of good intention have done him wrong or scratched his ego, I don't know. I AM SORRY.
I hate that my tears couldn't stop flowing. Damn. My heart ached so much. My head hurt so much. I can't feels anything but pain. Damn painful. Just from fighting over things that I don't even know what. This is what you get from LOVE. Its not always SWEET. If you hurt in the making, then its true; its LOVE.
I don't like the way its HURT!